I probably won’t go to hell for the bad things I’ve done.
What’s not going to get me sent there by God is for not following my mind.
Not living my life. Not trusting my talents. Not trusting my instincts.
For not living unapologetically my way 100% of the time, even though I have the health, skills, and income to do so.
I’ve got everything I need. And I still hold back.
I second-guess myself. I play it safe. I ask for permission I don’t need.
What’s the point of having the resources, the ability, the freedom, if I don’t actually use them?
Some people don’t get the chance. I have it. And I waste it being careful.
That feels worse than most mistakes I could make.
I don’t know if hell’s real. But if it is, I think that’s what sends you there.
Not living when you could have.
I’ll work on this in 2026.